had such a lovely day today sitting in priory with everyone. i am seriously going to miss college as much as i do want to leave and have an amazing summer these past two years have been possibly the best of my life

just realised how much work ive got to do for these last ten weeks until i finish college forever. i should of got loads out of the way over easter, but i was in ghana.. oh well this week is going to be hell - a whole sociology revision guide to complete and an english lit mock.
brb dying. stupid hayley with lacking motivation levels.

k she did make me dinner. just didn’t tell me..

nearly 48 hours since i last spoke to/ saw my mum. this argument is ridiculous i wasnt even annoyed shes taken this to far. she hasnt even made me dinner! wtf is this. she should be annoyed at my sister not me..

this summers looking goood.

asdfghjkl just found out im getting my hair cut in under a week. it desperatley needs doing but i have no idea what i want done. my side fringe has like completley grown out and ive been wearing it in a quiff which idk if i like, but i feel wierd having no fringe and idk if it looks nice or not because of my stupidly small forehead, i had a full fringe until i was about 13, so getting one again seems odd but i am tempted.. but i know how much of a faff they are and im soo lazy with my hair that it would not end well. all i know is i want to keep the length and probs get more layers put in so its curlier cause atm its a limp lifeless mess eugh why is hair such a palarvour. what i really want is light brown higlights but i cant really afford them and my mums like addament im not getting them and since my hair dresser is her friend im not going to get them argh!

forever hungry.
forever alone.
brill

worst cold ever just want to sleep. in fact i may do that, except for the fact i have college and a hospital appointment tomorrow gr8. for now ima catch up on skins drink gallons of hot ribena and depending if i can stay awake geordie shore and 90210. but they have to be watched tomorrow when i get back from the hospital yup.

ijustwanttosleepforaweek.

but to pub or to sleep?

cant complain on twitter anymoreee i have 24 pages to go takes about half an hour per page this is not going to work im going to skip some pages but still omg im going to have no sleep but all i want is my bed ): and ive set my alarm for 5am to cram hating life rn but its my last exam and i dont have work on friday or saturday so im going to sleep and join the gym and sleep and spend my pay cheque and sleep and catchup on tv and sleep and catch up on work and sleep some more. just need to revise now!! go hayley go

i give up may as well just book my sociology resit i know nothing and my notes and textbook are beyond shit. ive ordered a revision guide but i doubt it will come in time, im tempted to just sleep through my exam on friday as there is no point in me sitting as i will get a U if im lucky asdfghjkl why am i starting to hate a subject i want to study at uni?! tbh im starting to hate a levels in general im hoping its just cause of exams and theyre stressing me out if not ima have to reevaluate next year fuk..

soz for a major rant im just stressed, going to have a bath, listen to music then paint my nails and maybe watch a film or catch up with last nights skins..

i give up i cant write essays i dont understand sociology im never going to pass my alevels or get into uni asdfghjkl ): i need this week to be over and for someone to come to the cinema and nandos with me to cheer me up any takers?!

on a brighter note i saw alicia today instead of writing my english essay.. whoops this is why i am failing